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Like so many people who watch, feeling helpless, as their loved ones begin to suffer from dementia I knew there was something wrong with my husband but I didn’t know what, exactly. 

Jim and I owned a bakery in Windsor and he went on deliveries one day and when I asked him why he was out a little longer than normal he said, “Yeah, I made a wrong turn.” It wasn’t like him to get lost. He was only 60 at that time. 

We met on a blind date years ago. A mutual friend asked me if I wanted to go for a coffee with a guy he knew from the ambulance service that had broken up with his girlfriend. I said yes. We clicked, right away. 

In 2004 when Jim’s symptoms were worsening and he could no longer work, we moved to Kingston to be closer to our daughter here. I was 61 when I went looking for a job. It was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done. 

In time we found doctors, connected with the Alzheimer Society and they referred us to the Hildegarde Centre at Providence Manor. I didn’t think my husband was going to go along with a day program. But we lived in the country, and I couldn’t leave him alone when I went to work. 

Jim went to Hildegarde four times a week for almost five years and was happy there. We got to know a lot of people at Providence Manor and that program was a Godsend for both of us. Eventually, when he needed around the clock nursing care, the day program wasn’t enough.

Jim and I celebrated 54 years of marriage this past September. For six of them, Providence Manor has been his home. In spite of his care needs, I still second-guess myself and feel guilty for not having tried harder or pushed more to keep him at home. Having a spouse in long-term care comes with some difficult emotions. The support of the staff in the home means so much to me—they are like family. 

When I look around at the building I know it is old but it is Jim’s home. If he does get to move to the new home at the Heathfield site I am hopeful about the quality and increased comfort it will bring to his daily life and the time we spend together.

Like many people I imagine better access for larger wheelchairs, gardens and outdoor spaces that are easily accessible for all residents, a large auditorium for games and group entertainment but also smaller more private rooms in each care area for families to visit their loved ones, especially those who require total care. 

A place to get some fresh air in the winter would be yet another Godsend as would a building site that is safer and easier for me to access, especially during the winter months. 

Jim and I are still very young. We’re only in our 70s. I imagined us doing all kinds of fine things together during these years. I’d be lying if I didn’t say some days are the pits. What does bring me joy, though, and what I look forward to the most are those moments when I can still make Jim laugh. 

When I can tell him a story and bring a smile to my husband’s face, that’s a good day.